I breathe into my center (I take a breath).
I notice my heartbeat. It is subtle, almost silent amid the pulse of my mind.
I ask what I am thinking and do not try to change my thoughts. I love myself, I hate myself. I need others, I need to be alone. I notice my thoughts so I can know what they are like in this moment.
I ask how I am feeling and do not try to answer, or come up with a word. I am not happy, joyful, angry, sad…I am simply feeling. I notice feelings without words, without trying to change them. I notice so I can be aware that they are there.
I ask how my body is doing. Where I ache, where I feel relief. Where I am tense and can never let go, where I am at ease. I notice the emotions that arise as I feel my body – at my heart I want to cry, at my low back I want to erupt in joy – and I relax a little more into myself.
I notice my senses. The sounds in the room, the tastes on my tongue. The feel of my clothing against my skin, the smells in the room. I notice where my eyes want to look, and what it is like to relax my vision and simply see what is here.
I open into being a witness to my life and the experience of this moment.
When I notice my thoughts, I am no longer held captive by them.
When I notice my feelings, I am no longer afraid of them.
When I center in my body, I find peace.
I am leading two events this month that expand on this practice of being a witness. “Holding Space” teaches how to maintain inner awareness during interactions with others and is free. “How to Have a Body” explores the mystery of your physical form, and how it is designed to serve. Visit the Upcoming Talks page to learn more.
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